MY THOUGHTS AND IDEAS...

I have been sitting home for the past few months and I feel there has been a lot of change in my day to day life.I was not used to this kind of lifestyle and it has really been an interesting experience trying to get into this new kind of routine.These days I get up in the morning,then start my day with some study and then try to study for as many hours as I can. I think I should write up my day to day activity which will serve as a reminder in the future.I am having a lot of happy days nowadays.So starting it up,as I already mentioned,I get up early in the morning and start studying.Before that I do some sort of exercise,for a few minutes to get warmed up and fire up the muscles.It is necessary as otherwise I'll feel sleepy for a few more hours into the day!Tea is a staple for me and I usually sip up to 7 cups a day.So its not unusual for me to start my day with a cup of tea.After tea and exercise,I used to go through the newspapers but I have stopped it now,I was bored of them.A...

For the past few months,as I graduated from college,I have been busy providing home tuitions to students.Although I have limited myself to just 2,it still consumes a lot of my time.Nobody has forced me into this,and of course if I have to succeed in this life and beyond I have to learn to work hard. College was a different ball game altogether.We had pressure but we had equally funny ways to overcome it!We'd come up with ideas ranging from ridiculous to stupid,and it used to be all fun even amidst pressure.Here in real life,things are different.Nobody comes with any ideas here,we have to figure everything out ourselves.Working for 5 continuous hours and returning home on a chilly evening,all tired but nobody there to hear your problems!Yes it is the real life,and it gets tough with time.I have to get used to it,for the long run. I have to study in the meantime as well and it is supposed to be my top priority.I have just entered the part where we have to maintain a perfect work...

I have a habit of taking a lot of things too lightly,sometimes things go off the limits but most of the time I enjoy doing so.I am not someone who picks up a fight over petty issues,neither I am someone who cries because somebody broke his things.I admit in the childhood I could have behaved like that but not now,I am matured enough. People have a lot of complaints about that.I am too casual in my approach,allegedly so and often make fun of a lot of things.But this is the way I am and it is not going to change.On any normal day,I have a 1000 things running in my mind and like everybody else I get confused the moment I wake up in the morning and start thinking.There are a lot of things to do,a lot of plans to execute and a lot of exciting ideas to work on,but above all there is a lot of confusion.This kind of a feeling sometimes takes up too much of my precious morning time and I end up sitting for an hour doing nothing! For the past few days,I have develope...

So after quite some time,I'm back here writing once again!There has been a gap of about a month or so,and yes I felt like I was quite busy these days.The festivals have almost passed.We had a good Diwali week,it was fun.These days,I have been busy preparing for my entrance exams and sometimes though,I lose track. A few days back,I set up a schedule and I have been almost following it till today,but there is a certain lack of concentration occasionally.I tend to lose my concentration quite often and it is not a helpful sign for me.I have been studying slowly but steadily and will be able to complete my syllabus in time.Now I have confidence and clearing the exams seems a good possibility but still there is some element of self doubt.I think it is necessary to keep our over confidence in check.I have been sitting at home for the past two months and now I am looking forward to getting out.In august,I had an opportunity to visit Varanasi for a week and I enjoyed ...

These days,I've been working more than I usually do,so there have not been a lot of moments when I felt bored.I've been progressing with my studies as expected but there is some amount of doubt in the mind regarding my preparations.I don't test myself often so it is unclear whether I've prepared enough or not. Time has been passing smoothly,the only thing is that the more I try to control it,the faster it appears to fly.For the past 4 months or so,i've been at home,studying but there has not been a single day when I could say well,I've got nothing to do today.Some day or the other comes across when I sit down for hours just thiking and planning and not doing some 'substantial' work,but all this is a part of life.Now as I've not more than 3 months to prepare for the exams,I feel there is still a lot of work to do and I might lag behind.I have joined a research project and for the past month,I have been working towards it as well,althoug...

It has been a month since I wrote something in here.Time has been flowing as usual and to further utilize it,we decided to join some research laboratory to get some first hand experience of this thing.Now these days we are busy visiting the lab on a daily basis traveling from the south to the north and then staying there entire day.In short the time I used to waste at home and study sometimes is being consumed at the laboratory but still,I have enough time at hand to further my studies. On the preparation front,I have been a little less than satisfactory but still I have almost completed the task I assigned to myself at the start of the month.I have almost finished three papers and have sufficient confidence in the questions I do.The only thing is that I have to give up on a lot of things now.First of all,s I get up in the morning I have to prepare myself for the 15-16 hours of the day as there is no free time in between to waste.First I have to look up to my studies and then study so...

Joining the defence forces has been one of my passions ever since childhood,after school though,it did not seem to be a good idea to join the defence academy straightway,but after graduating and spending three cheerful years in college,as I got an opportunity to join the forces,I applied for the CDS exams in February this year.It was an easy exam from my standards and I was pretty sure to qualify and move on to the next level.I did,and was called for the interview at AFSB-Varanasi in August. I was thrilled to meet air force officers and talk to them and being tested by them seemed to be an opportunity too exciting to describe.I always have been excited by the sight of men in uniform and wish to become one myself as well! So with the call for AFSB confirmed I began preparing for it.Since it was my debut,I relied on some helpful websites which provided the necessary information about the procedure there,and the things to carry with myself etc.I had two weeks or so,before I had to ...