MY THOUGHTS AND IDEAS...

For the last 8 months,I have been sitting at home,studying for the entrance exams.As the exams are over for the time being,I feel lonely and work less these days.I get bored easily on account of this.It has been almost a week since I opened any book or did anything meaningful.I have been sitting,the only active work being going to the tuition classes 4-5 days a week.With the academic year about to end,this too will halt for the time being. As I was studying for an entrance exam,I had a study plan.If I manage to clear the exams,I'll be very happy about the success of my plan while if I don't I'll feel sorry about wasting time for so long.Frankly speaking,once you fail everything you did in the way appears wrong and everything you did not do hurts.But whatever,whether I succeed or fail,one thing is clear and it is that I managed to kill a lot of time doing some work or the other.Initially,I framed up a study schedule and managed to follow it till the end.I had a lot of

Well,the day I had been waiting for almost an year has passed and it did not happen as expected.I had been preparing hard for the exam,and yet things did not get the way i wanted them to.I do not hope to get good marks in the exam,hence there is a lot of frustration and depression accompanying it,which I have to withstand now. Yes it feels bad when you fail after hard work.I can't help but feel frustrated now.I did what ever I could,I studied things over and over again,but things took the wrong turn.Every story has some positives and the positive I can draw from this almost failure is that I worked hard on the concepts and it should benefit me in the long run.Now the future seems uncertain for a variety of reasons: A).I failed in three consecutive exams,and the morale is really down. B).I don't believe I can study harder than this. C).A lot of expectations from myself sometimes pulls me down! But I have to pick myself up and prepare for the examinations ahead.Right now,I have