MY THOUGHTS AND IDEAS...

I'm about to sit at home for probably a year and thus I need some tentative schedule so as to prepare myself for some difficult times ahead.Here it is as I may want it to be: First of all there will be no college at all,so I need some alternative,I think of taking up some home tuitions and it'll solve my money problems as well. I think I can get enough for this year and I can fulfill some incomplete tasks. So there should be enough business to fill up the time I used to spend in college.Besides college is a daily hangout zone,I need some thing here as well.I'm planning some outstation tours so that I don't get bored sitting here. And then the basic thing for which I plan to drop this year-completion of my study in physics. I seriously hope I can sit down and prepare all my notes and clear the IIT_JAM exam in order to get into msc. Besides I plan to sit in at least 20-25 examinations this year as it'll be a good time to keep the sun

Now as it is almost certain that I'm going to sit down at home for the entire 12 coming months there is an opportunity for me to make the most of it.First of all this is all expected so there is no surprising element in it.As I sit down and plan my days ahead,I think I should type it up as things come to my mind: There will be no going to college,yet I need to maintain my 'wake up early' schedule so as to live a happy and productive life.Waking up early provides us with an opportunity to ork 16 hours a day which I'd not want to miss. Then there will be extensive revision of the topics we covered during our degree course here.so that when I sit down for exams next year,there should be no 'I did not prepare enough' moment.I hope to remake my notes and prepare enough theory so that I can take each examination next year with confidence. Then,I often say I like physics.Now is the moment to show it. If I can get through these days w

The world really seems unfair often,doesn't it?We often perform the right task,the right way using all the right intentions but alas the result disappoints!And then the feeling that the world really is unfair to us,seems inevitable.I myself in day to day life, face some sort of a deficit.I call it “the trust deficit”.Whatever I do,wherever I am,whenever it is,nobody seems to trust me. Be it my parents,who have been suffering a lot due to this lack of trust in me,or my friends,even strangers,things get real tough for me often.The issue is me planning of career,the lack of it!I don't have a grand 'practical' career plan as yet,and look to approach life step by step.So unfortunately,due to a lack of belief in me the people around me are suffering on account of my inability to explain it to them. I never indulge in talking about my life a lot.This is the way I've developed and this is the way I shall be in future.Now,even though people perceive me as someone else,m

Whenever we try to do anything creative,there are chances that we are going to fail.Edison failed 2000 times before he could finally invent a proper light bulb!The bicycle we ride today is a result of hundreds of failed attempts to make a proper one.Every successful person has a long list of failures preceding him.There are a lot many examples out there which make us think failing is not such an alien thing. never let failures dictate terms to you. Why do we get scared when we fail?  What is it that disappoints us in the event of a failure?   Normally it gets like this-We set out our plans and then bundle up lot of expectation from our efforts which are generally based on vague assumptions.Then we chain ourselves to such an extent that failing can not be the case at all! We so readily ignore the natural law.It is but normal to fail quite a lot.The largest of corporations,set up in various parts of the world are a result of many failed attempts to set up one.Rightly it

Of late,I've had trouble keeping my inflated sense of superiority in check.Although,I abstain from boastful talk,yet there are a few hidden factors deep within which have frustrated me.One of them is my refusal to accept others' ideas.I don't subscribe to anyone's ideology whatever be the situation and things get real tough when the person tries enforcing it on me.I take the easiest path,yes appearing to be a rude formidable person but from within,I understand the futility of these petty struggles. These are not supposed to distract me in the long run,but apparently my life has frozen and there is little/no activity at all.I try to prepare for the entrance,unsuccessfully.I'm fed up with it.Now as I look ahead,sitting at home for an year seems a certainty and I don't expect it to be awesome!It will be part waiting,part frustrating for me with all the comments coming from each side often making me feel like a 'good for nothing' person.Honestly,the descrip

Mistakes,all of us commit them.It's no big deal,but the moment of accepting that I was wrong is very painful indeed.Not because I'm too proud of myself,or I rate myself too highly but just because I misled people for quite some time.The harmful results are many,the most prominent being the lack of trust in the future.People will be sceptical of me just because I misled them and this burden is hard to bear.Not only that them mistakes along with them bring a sense of guilt about the past.One way is to forget or at least try to forget everything but the other and more meaningful way is to think over it and try to be as honest as possible. For the time being,I don't think the mistakes I made in the past have any role to play in my future and the basic element of mind control lies just there.How not to allow buried ghosts of the past to influence the future.I've been quite successful in doing so,at the moment.The mistakes of the past do not have to be repeated again in t