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Mistakes,all of us commit them.It's no big deal,but the moment of accepting that I was wrong is very painful indeed.Not because I'm too proud of myself,or I rate myself too highly but just because I misled people for quite some time.The harmful results are many,the most prominent being the lack of trust in the future.People will be sceptical of me just because I misled them and this burden is hard to bear.Not only that them mistakes along with them bring a sense of guilt about the past.One way is to forget or at least try to forget everything but the other and more meaningful way is to think over it and try to be as honest as possible.

 For the time being,I don't think the mistakes I made in the past have any role to play in my future and the basic element of mind control lies just there.How not to allow buried ghosts of the past to influence the future.I've been quite successful in doing so,at the moment.The mistakes of the past do not have to be repeated again in the future,this is a firm resolve.

 Earlier,I used to get depressed over my silly mistakes of the past,but right then I realised it's just all right  to have a few stupid mistakes as far as daily life is concerned.Who cares?All the positive things I try to spread all around,all originate from the assumption that being serious is not acceptable,not every time.My general behaviour too is of the same kind.People often accuse me of taking things too lightly but it will be like that if someone is dealing with me.For me no problem is a big problem,until we amplify it because of our lack of knowledge.A snake in the room may be catastrophe for some people and a source of humour for some!The basic thing I try to put is that it is necessary to have a positive approach towards everything in life.So what if  we fail sometimes,so what if we end up making a fool out of ourselves.I don't care as long as I'm ready to learn from my mistakes.So,always learn from the mistakes and never lost the sense of humour towards life.I believe it to be a gift,that I can find humour in day to day surroundings.I've always been humorous,even when things got way off the limits I never lost it.Even since I started the basic mind control technique,I found no moment when I should drop it.In fact why should we drop something which is our innate nature.Being honest is the key as usual here as well.Humour at the cause of suffering to others,is never advisable and will have harmful impacts.I usually abstain from that.

 Mistakes have a useful contribution to my life as well.There are moments when I get elated and often tend to immerse myself in that excitement.There are indeed a few moments from the past which make my jump off the ground.Right then,as something to balance the excitement,I use the mistakes done in the past.On the other hand if I get down,because of the mistakes I try to invoke some good memories as well!So overall,a fine balance works between the happy and sad states of my mind,both being present.But I try to put a bright face forward,so I usually conceal the sadness while displaying the happiness.I don't think anyone will be interested in sharing my sadness.While being happy and bringing happiness to the face of others is a much easier and rejuvenating task!

 Another thing about the bad memories is that we often try to see the past form the lens of the present.We have to realise that back there at that moment what seemed best and suitable,we did.What is the use of crying over it now!The past is gone and lost in the infinite cycle of time while only the memories along with the flavour of sadness exist now,in the mind which create all the furore.Silly indeed.Such a little thing and such a heavy impact.People are ready to spoil their lives for it.Some even commit suicide!Well,I realise its no big deal and it should be granted the importance it deserves,nothing more.

 Coming to the present situation of my life,for the past few months I've been living alone.It has been around two months and my public contact is next to none.I don't talk to a lot of people and thanks to the heat never get out except for a walk in the evening.The examinations were just fine and now I've to take two more examinations which will determine my course in the year to come.Yes the life minus the college hustle bustle is sometimes too boring but I expected it.Well,things not pleasurable in the short run,if have long term benefits,then its just fine!I have a firm belief that the future is bright and I'm working towards it.

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