Now
as it is almost certain that I'm going to sit down at home for the
entire 12 coming months there is an opportunity for me to make the
most of it.First of all this is all expected so there is no
surprising element in it.As I sit down and plan my days ahead,I think
I should type it up as things come to my mind:
There
will be no going to college,yet I need to maintain my 'wake up early'
schedule so as to live a happy and productive life.Waking up early
provides us with an opportunity to ork 16 hours a day which I'd not
want to miss.
Then
there will be extensive revision of the topics we covered during our
degree course here.so that when I sit down for exams next year,there
should be no 'I did not prepare enough' moment.I hope to remake my
notes and prepare enough theory so that I can take each examination
next year with confidence.
Then,I
often say I like physics.Now is the moment to show it. If I can get
through these days without an iota of boredom,I think in my view I'll
be eligible for a long term career in physics and physics alone.
Now
as there is no college,I can't have a daily hangout zone!So,in order
to make up I have started giving tuitions to children,so that I can
make some money and revise my concepts of earlier classes as well.I'm
a graduate with an honors so it is no surprise,that I take up
tuitions straightaway.In fact,everyone does that!By making some
money,I can have enough to visit some outstation place at least once
a month.There has literally been a lot of disappointment in that
aspect.I have never been able to fulfil my desire to visit places and
meet new people.But the best part is that my active life has just
started and I have a strong family background,so no worries
whatsoever!
In
fact,it is better to focus on what we have rather that sitting and
wondering what we don't have.Never has been my mind so clear and so
carefree about problems of life,than it is now.I guess it is the
regular and repeated practice of mind control which plays its part.I
have been blessed with a lot of things and really often feel grateful
to everyone around me for providing such an atmosphere.But I'm not
able to convey my gratitude by words usually.It is people who don't
know me and judge me by my words understand my true nature and it
feels good when they compliment me for something.Recently,there have
been moments when I was overwhelmed by emotions just because of the
good people I see around me.
Whoever
said it is all in the attitude,well he was right.
A
glass of water whether it is half full,or half empty depends on the
observer's point of view.
Same
is with life,whether it is pleasurable or painful depepnds on the
observer.And the wise is one who understands the futility of always
being lost in this cycle of good and bad things about life.
There
have been moments though,when a feeling of sadness comes to my mind
just because of the apparent inactivity.And the fact that I don't
travel much adds to that.Now,to counter that I look for some tuitions
to kill physical inactivity and make some money as
well.Altogether,there is no problem as such and as expected I'm
planning my year in advance so that there is no moment when I don't
have a thing to do!
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