These
days,I've been working more than I usually do,so there have not been
a lot of moments when I felt bored.I've been progressing with my
studies as expected but there is some amount of doubt in the mind
regarding my preparations.I don't test myself often so it is unclear
whether I've prepared enough or not.
Time
has been passing smoothly,the only thing is that the more I try to
control it,the faster it appears to fly.For the past 4 months or
so,i've been at home,studying but there has not been a single day
when I could say well,I've got nothing to do today.Some day or the
other comes across when I sit down for hours just thiking and
planning and not doing some 'substantial' work,but all this is a part
of life.Now as I've not more than 3 months to prepare for the exams,I
feel there is still a lot of work to do and I might lag behind.I have
joined a research project and for the past month,I have been working
towards it as well,although it does not take a significant amount of
my time.I have enough time to study,and recreate.Its just that,the
free time I used to spend at my home,is being used working/studying
at the lab.The tuitions I picked up a few months back,have almost
ended.But I don't feel anyting bad about it at all.In fact,I took up
these tuitions to utilize time is a constructive way,in the first
place,so now if I can use up that time in the lab,does it bother
me?No way!Although I can't 'earn' money now,for some days at
least,but money making has never been my priority!
On
a personal front too,I have been a lot busy these days.i travel for
almost 3 hours on a daily basis,sometimes I study some book on my
way,sometimes just kill the time.In the lab we usually spend entire
day,sometimes studying sometimes learning the techniques which
might,in the future help me in my research career ahead.At home,I
usually study for lesser hours these days,and that is a matter of
concern.In the past year,which was my final year of college,I spent
quite some time daily studying at home.In the college library too,I
used to study often.This resulted in rise of my percentage in the
final year.Of course,hard work always pays and I have been a witness
to it quite a lot of times.
I
feel happy that the mental turmoil which was dominating my character
a few years ago has slowly receded and I can calmly face the
situations of life.I have a lot of expectations from me and slowly
I'm realizing a lot of other people do expect from me as well.All of
us,being apart of the society have to rise up to the
expectations,and I'm no different.This sort of thinking gives a
meaning to the hard work we do on a daily basis,I
feel.Otherwise,there can be no motivation for others to work hard and
succeed in life.I although don't interact with a lot of persons,still
there is a feeling inside me to work for the welfare of the society
we live in,for me that is enough.I don't think anyting beyond this.
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