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JUST MOVING ON-60


These days,I've been working more than I usually do,so there have not been a lot of moments when I felt bored.I've been progressing with my studies as expected but there is some amount of doubt in the mind regarding my preparations.I don't test myself often so it is unclear whether I've prepared enough or not.
Time has been passing smoothly,the only thing is that the more I try to control it,the faster it appears to fly.For the past 4 months or so,i've been at home,studying but there has not been a single day when I could say well,I've got nothing to do today.Some day or the other comes across when I sit down for hours just thiking and planning and not doing some 'substantial' work,but all this is a part of life.Now as I've not more than 3 months to prepare for the exams,I feel there is still a lot of work to do and I might lag behind.I have joined a research project and for the past month,I have been working towards it as well,although it does not take a significant amount of my time.I have enough time to study,and recreate.Its just that,the free time I used to spend at my home,is being used working/studying at the lab.The tuitions I picked up a few months back,have almost ended.But I don't feel anyting bad about it at all.In fact,I took up these tuitions to utilize time is a constructive way,in the first place,so now if I can use up that time in the lab,does it bother me?No way!Although I can't 'earn' money now,for some days at least,but money making has never been my priority!
On a personal front too,I have been a lot busy these days.i travel for almost 3 hours on a daily basis,sometimes I study some book on my way,sometimes just kill the time.In the lab we usually spend entire day,sometimes studying sometimes learning the techniques which might,in the future help me in my research career ahead.At home,I usually study for lesser hours these days,and that is a matter of concern.In the past year,which was my final year of college,I spent quite some time daily studying at home.In the college library too,I used to study often.This resulted in rise of my percentage in the final year.Of course,hard work always pays and I have been a witness to it quite a lot of times.
I feel happy that the mental turmoil which was dominating my character a few years ago has slowly receded and I can calmly face the situations of life.I have a lot of expectations from me and slowly I'm realizing a lot of other people do expect from me as well.All of us,being apart of the society have to rise up to the expectations,and I'm no different.This sort of thinking gives a meaning to the hard work we do on a daily basis,I feel.Otherwise,there can be no motivation for others to work hard and succeed in life.I although don't interact with a lot of persons,still there is a feeling inside me to work for the welfare of the society we live in,for me that is enough.I don't think anyting beyond this.

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