Joining
the defence forces has been one of my passions ever since
childhood,after school though,it did not seem to be a good idea to
join the defence academy straightway,but after graduating and
spending three cheerful years in college,as I got an opportunity to
join the forces,I applied for the CDS exams in February this year.It
was an easy exam from my standards and I was pretty sure to qualify
and move on to the next level.I did,and was called for the interview
at AFSB-Varanasi in August. I was thrilled to meet air force officers
and talk to them and being tested by them seemed to be an opportunity
too exciting to describe.I always have been excited by the sight of
men in uniform and wish to become one myself as well!
So
with the call for AFSB confirmed I began preparing for it.Since it
was my debut,I relied on some helpful websites which provided the
necessary information about the procedure there,and the things to
carry with myself etc.I had two weeks or so,before I had to reach
there so I hurried up to book my ticket and luckily got it easily.My
interview was to commence on the 24th of August,so I boarded the train
on 23rd at 1315 here in Delhi and reached Varanasi in the early
morning at around 0230.On the train,I found 2-3 people who were also
going for the same interview,we talked all along and the journey was
easier than expected.At Varanasi,we reached the waiting hall,had a
bath there and were ready by 0530,sipping our tea outside the railway
station.We had to report at 0630 on the other side,we reached there
and then the Air force people already waiting there for us,helped us
reach the AFSB which was situated right next to the station.(We could
walk and reach there in 5 minutes,but were taken in a bus!!)
After
reaching there,we were briefed by the staff there,our identities were
verified and then we had breakfast and tea and after that we were
taken in a conference hall where we were welcomed,and further
instructions were given by our DSO.The testing starts immediately and
there was no time to waste.We had the OIR test and then it was
followed by the Picture Perception and Discussion Test.I had,a few
months back failed in the group discussion part of this test when I
appeared for the Coast guard interview and this time I was more
careful and slightly more aggressive and persuasive in getting my
point across.It worked and I was screened in.
After
being screened in,it was confirmed that we were going to stay there
for the next 5 days and it was sort of exciting for me,being a
debutant.On the first day itself,our documents were verified and it
consumed almost the entire remaining day.We were given new chest
numbers and it was going to be our identity for the next 5 days
there.I was given chest no.1 which had a lot of benefits.I was going
to lead everyone,wherever all of us were required,the counting was to
start with me everyday!Then we were assigned rooms,according to our
chest numbers.The rooms were named after the aircrafts of the
IAF,ours was chetak! So we took our bags,entered the room chetak and
then next thing was bonding with the roommates.
I
was lucky to have some like minded people in my room.Overall there
were 8 people in our room.One guy was from Delhi itself and he
graduated with an honors in english from the Ramjas college here,we
shared a lot of ideas among us.The other guy was form Chhapra in
Bihar with whom we shared a whole lot of jokes.We used to make fun of
him playfully though,and he was a nice guy and earned a lot of
respect from us as well.There were two other guys from Bihar,one was
staying in Delhi preparing for the civil services and he too was a
nice fellow.The other guy was from Gaya and seemed like he has left
his home for the first time.He was nervous,confused and often looked
like being out of place.There were two people with engineering
degrees as well,one from Rajasthan and the other from Madhya
Pradesh.Both of them were nice and played a role in our enjoyable
stay there.There was this last guy,who was form a village in
Haryana.Initially he used to be liked by us all,as he was the most
experienced among us in these things but as time progressed and the
mess he created on the GTO day(I'll write about it),he easily became
the most disliked guy in the room.But all of us jelled well,and often
used to talk a lot about our personal
lives,friends,girlfriends,politics, military and all other
stuff,often until late in the night.
Day
2
Day
2 was for the Pilot aptitude battery test(PABT).In this test first
you are given a 1 hour lecture about the equipments used in the
aircrafts like speedometer,altitude meter and stuff like that.People
who fail this test once in their life,are not allowed to take it
again.So we were taken to the same conference hall,and then the test
started with a brief introduction to the procedures.After the lecture
ended we were handed,test sheets which required us to be quick and
accurate with our answers.Then after that,the results are out within
a few minutes and the people who pass are taken to the next level,the
simulator.It is not a much difficult test,but it tests your response
and reaction mechanism.Sadly,I could not do that and failed that
test.My only opportunity to become a pilot in the air force was
gone!But I did not know it until the conference on the last day so I
had no worries as such till then.There was no further testing on day
2 and we went back to our rooms.We used to have 4 hours in the day to
go out and visit the city.We went out that day to have a look at
varanasi,as it was my first visit there.It is a typical north indian
city that I'm used to but has hundreds of temples at every nook and
corner!
Day-3
Day
3 was for the psychological test.It is a long test consisting of more
than 4 hours and you are not supposed to get up from that seat in
between.I won't mention the details of the test( it can be found on
any website!).It was a nice experience,we wrote a lot of words and
applied our minds over and over again repeatedly.At the
end,honestly,I was exhausted and needed some break.So we went out
again that day,had some food outside in the city,spent some good time
with the mates,had a lot of chat etc.At night again we had dinner at
the mess,and then retired back to our rooms.We talked a lot,and
finally we slept but before that we were aware that the next day
could be the GTO so had some discussions about it too.
Day-4
Day
4 and 5 were for the GTO,we were divided into groups of 8.We did not
have the GTO on the 4th day,instead I had an interview that day.The
interviews are decided randomly and usually 2-3 guys are called
together and informed about it well in advance.We were told the
previous day about the interview.In the morning we were taken in some
sort of a hall,where we were seated.But then we were disappointed to
know that our interview was postponed and we were asked to be there
at 1500 hours.We returned back to the mess,had some fun with people
and then in the afternoon reached for the interview.After sitting for
almost an hour,in the heat with AC not working and fans refusing to
rotate,I was finally called for the interview at around 1545.
My
interview::
My
interview did not go as I expected it to.I realized it immediately
after I got out of there,but it was not like I goofed up or
something.Neither did I fail to answer any of the questions.I was a
bit casual,I feel during the interview and I believe this was the
reason I didn't perform well.As I was called in at around 1600,I was
nervous as anybody.But as I entered the room,I found the officer to
be too polite.He asked me a few questions(to probably kill the
nervousness),and then slowly moved on to ask questions about almost
all aspects of my life.He asked about my parents,my relationship with
them,then about friends..He even asked what I do with my free time
and how I use the internet!Frankly,I was expecting some heavy
questions,something technical or professional in nature but it was
personal.It did me in as I was not expecting it.Then our discussion
moved on to current news,politics and issues like pakistan.I
mentioned the Israeli attack on the gaza strip and possible reasons
for the same,when he asked about any current international event.
There was turmoil in Pakistani capital Islamabad too,and on the
Border we have issues of pakistani firing on our border posts.I did
well there(I think),but then my confidence was losing in between and
he must have noticed that. Then he asked me for the motivation for
joining the IAF.I told him the usual passion for uniform,the
glorious job etc but those were like templates and I could not come
up with something from my heart.It was almost 1 hour before the
interview ended,and after getting out I was sure it was not the way I
wanted it to be.
Day-5:The
GTO
The
GTO is supposed to be the most interesting task in the entire SSB
interview. Here you are tested for physical strength,planning and you
ability to work within a group. As everyone does,we planned the
previous night what to do and what not to do during the task. There
are the following tasks we did on that day:
The
group discussion: This is different from the GD we have on the first
day. Here we are given two topics,one we have to choose and the other
is given by the GTO officer and we have to discuss the topics among
ourselves as opposed to reaching a common story.We started discussing
and now here I have to mention the 'experienced guy' I mentioned
before. He started outshouting others.He was not ready to listen to
anyone,negating almost everybody and it looked apparent he was
nervous. Some of the people of our group were frustrated by this kind
of behaviour,but he was relentless. After GD was completed,all of us
pounced on him for being such a stupid there.
Then
we had the planning task.We were given a problem and had to solve
it.Here we co operated and despite some objections,we reached the
solution. I was nominated by the group to narrate the solution,and I
did it confidently and then we moved on for rest.
Next
we had the progressive group task.In this task we have
balli,danda,rassi and balti and we have to solve the obstacles using
these props.Here too the entire group must work in a united way and
yes the 'experienced guy' tried to spoil it as well.Then we moved on
the half group tasks,individual task and command task as well. I was
not satisfied with my performance in the GTO as well.
The
day ended and we all were tired in the evening.we decided to have a
walk outside in the evening,and then after having some relaxation
outside in the city we returned to our beds and relaxed.
Next
day was our final day and it was relaxing as per our expectations. We
all dressed up in the morning,and packed our bags. We submitted the
bedsheets and fans and prepared to leave the place.After that we were
taken to the conference hall where we were taken on the very first
day.And then we were called one by one. My turn came quickly so I did
not have to wait a lot for the conference.In the conference room,all
the officers were sitting in a semi circle,and one of them asked me a
few questions. He asked me about the stay to which I replied
pleasant. Then he asked me what I was doing in Delhi at present and
what I want to do in the next few months. I replied that I want to
join a Msc program next year,then he asked me for suggestions and I
replied no to it.With that my conference was ended.
The
conference for remaining candidates continued for the next three
hours.There was a rumour going that the candidates whose conference
time is longer will get recommended.We were sitting in the lounge
watching TV,switching channels as candidates returned one by one. I
was sitting in a corner looking at the window wondering how good the
life can be if I get selected. First time in my life, I felt a desire
to join the forces directly coming from the heart.I made up my mind
to apply again and again until I get selected.
After
almost 3 hours the conference ended. We were again taken to the
conference hall,where we anxiously awaited the results.There was a
lot of talk going on,just to kill time.After almost an hour the DSO
arrived with the results.Our heartbeats rose immediately. First he
declared the results for PABT and to my surprise he did not mention
my chest number!I was almost certain that I'd clear the PABT,but then
the reality was something else.
Then
he came to the final results.He mentioned-there are four recommended
candidates,and then immediately mentioned the chest numbers. My
number was not there,and I felt dejected.But I felt an inner
strength,being a debutant, I came this far and performed a few tasks
confidently.Within my room I managed to get some respect from the
friends and it serves as a confidence booster for me.
After
that we were taken by a bus to the railway station just nearby,and
then we took our trains back home.I was not recommended on this
occasion but learnt a lot of lessons which will help in the next
interviews.As of now,I plan to sit for the AFCAT and the CDS twice an
year as well.Besides there are other entries like the Indian Coast
Guard as well for which I keep applying. I have heard people getting
recommended in their 7th 8th and even 10th attempts for the SSB,so
there is no issue of me feeling any loss for not making it in the
very first attempt....
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