Often at times, unexpected things happen threatening to destroy our inner calm and we are left helpless.It is not that I'm learned enough to handle such things and thus sometimes feel lonely.These days have been busy for me and I wish I could control the flow of time.Not possible though.
Only last week,I visited my college and after spending few hours there,we met our juniors and recalled our good old days,which is not a long time ago!Only 3 months back,we were daily visitors there.Anyways,we all have good memories of our college days and now I feel why so.Sometimes,I feel I should let the things do the work themselves and not meddle in because even though I try to change things a lot,I can't.So why bother!Only a few years back I was planning this and that,and then when the time comes,I can't help but go with the flow.
It is like this all the time.I will not waste my time building castles in the air,because it is not worth the time.At the same moment,I have to be imaginative and creative.It is the need of the hour.Nowadays,I'm busy applying for various jobs as well as preparing for my entrance exams.The mind is kind of restless but I'm going with the flow.Even if the stress comes along,I accept it as a part of life and try not to deviate much.I don't interact much with people around me and sometimes it hurts me.Its just that talking to friends,and other people makes us feel good and fills us up with the much needed enthusiasm.
In my circle,there are a few friends,some of whom are doing the same thing that I'm doing and sometimes we do meet to discuss our plans and study further.I have to attend an interview for the Air force this week,which I look forward to .With this week off,or I should say time to reboot,I'll return to my studies later next week with renewed enthusiasm.A week out of Delhi will also boost me in other way.As I'm a lover of traveling,I'll try to make the best of this off week while completing my interview.Varanasi is a place I wanted to visit anyways and a week in that city is the best thing I needed at the moment.
Now the first phase of my study plan is almost over and more or less I've succeded in the tasks I assigned to myself.The next phase will start next week,when I return and then I hope this too will be satisfactory.Passing the exams is my top priority right now.The tuitions I take,are for making use of some free time and making some money and it has to be limited to that.A part time job is not supposed to take up much of my time.I observed this tuition thing is taking up a lot of my time and I'm losing focus on my studies which is a harmful thing indeed!The focus is not to be lost and I've to reaffirm that.
There have been some good things,while some have been bad indeed as usual and I've to look to it that the bad things don't make me lose my self confidence.There are failures in the way and I don't have to lose focus.Daily chores don't affect me much and I feel blessed that I have the luxury of spending time with my family,which sadly some of my friends don't.I have to make the best use of my time,money and energy in order to succeed and I will.
Only last week,I visited my college and after spending few hours there,we met our juniors and recalled our good old days,which is not a long time ago!Only 3 months back,we were daily visitors there.Anyways,we all have good memories of our college days and now I feel why so.Sometimes,I feel I should let the things do the work themselves and not meddle in because even though I try to change things a lot,I can't.So why bother!Only a few years back I was planning this and that,and then when the time comes,I can't help but go with the flow.
It is like this all the time.I will not waste my time building castles in the air,because it is not worth the time.At the same moment,I have to be imaginative and creative.It is the need of the hour.Nowadays,I'm busy applying for various jobs as well as preparing for my entrance exams.The mind is kind of restless but I'm going with the flow.Even if the stress comes along,I accept it as a part of life and try not to deviate much.I don't interact much with people around me and sometimes it hurts me.Its just that talking to friends,and other people makes us feel good and fills us up with the much needed enthusiasm.
In my circle,there are a few friends,some of whom are doing the same thing that I'm doing and sometimes we do meet to discuss our plans and study further.I have to attend an interview for the Air force this week,which I look forward to .With this week off,or I should say time to reboot,I'll return to my studies later next week with renewed enthusiasm.A week out of Delhi will also boost me in other way.As I'm a lover of traveling,I'll try to make the best of this off week while completing my interview.Varanasi is a place I wanted to visit anyways and a week in that city is the best thing I needed at the moment.
Now the first phase of my study plan is almost over and more or less I've succeded in the tasks I assigned to myself.The next phase will start next week,when I return and then I hope this too will be satisfactory.Passing the exams is my top priority right now.The tuitions I take,are for making use of some free time and making some money and it has to be limited to that.A part time job is not supposed to take up much of my time.I observed this tuition thing is taking up a lot of my time and I'm losing focus on my studies which is a harmful thing indeed!The focus is not to be lost and I've to reaffirm that.
There have been some good things,while some have been bad indeed as usual and I've to look to it that the bad things don't make me lose my self confidence.There are failures in the way and I don't have to lose focus.Daily chores don't affect me much and I feel blessed that I have the luxury of spending time with my family,which sadly some of my friends don't.I have to make the best use of my time,money and energy in order to succeed and I will.
Comments
Post a Comment