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Developing a viewpoint towards life is one of the key things we do in our lives.All of us whether rich or poor,whether powerful or powerless,whether famous or not have some sort of a point of view towards life.It is through this very point of view that we attach ourselves and then look at the world and probably try to describe it in best of terms.There comes a time when people do not agree with us.They have a difference which might seem fundamental in nature.
I've had a lot of moments like these and I think the way I deal with it is usable for me.I do not clash with others' ideologies for it being futile as well a time consuming.There are bound to be differences between people.We have to appreciate it though.There has never been a moment when I forgot that.And I feel there is no need enforcing ourselves onto others as well.We have to be tolerant.
My life although seemingly is at a standstill as I feel a void with no regular going to college.There are no full day conversations with friends,there is no hanging around and yes my travel too has reduced considerably .Nowadays I spend most of the day at home doing some thing or the other to fill up the time. I'm planning to join some diploma course so that I don't feel isolated.I'm also planning to visit old friends at least once a week so that I feel good in company and share some ideas as well.For killing time on weekdays,I've started teaching children and it offers good money as well!
I don't think I get bored but still I miss college,honestly.The people I met there,the friends we made there all of it had some meaning.Since I sit at home entire day,there is no problem studying 3-4 hours a day with an hour of maths practice too.I get along easily and with the little money I make,I can travel a lot of outstation destinations with no hassle.Travel is something I'll do a lot in this lifetime and I'll not be surprised if my feet land on every continent in the coming few years.Apart from that,I have to complete my travel to every corner of the country as well as countries around us.There will be a lot of traveling in the coming years for sure.
My academics is my life.If I get out of academics,my life ends.With this amount of passion and determination I look forward to my life.In the future I aim to achieve a PhD in my subject and once I am able to do that,then will start a new phase of my higher academic life.I'm not concerned about this part now.As of now,my only focus is to study hard and get a seat in some good institute for my Msc and then look ahead for a PhD degree.People who plan their lives in advance,won't find a lot of backing by me I'm more of an instantaneous person.I take whatever is immediately ahead of me and try to get the best out of it.Hence I don't keep grand career plans ahead.I don't have anything to lose.With a strong family background like this,I don't have to care for my bread and butter anytime soon and all my focus should be on academics.
There never has been a moment when I thought I should give up.Although a year ago,I was fed up with physics and I thought giving it up for a few years and enjoy my life.That was until I found joy inside it!Now I don't feel like giving up and I don't even have to.I have had an easy life until now and its up to me to make it so in the future as well.I take working hard to be a given.So in that sense,working hard is not optional and hence I don;t worry too much about working hard.The next thing is immense self doubt.So,I have to work toward it as well.There can't be room for self doubt if I have to suceed in near future.Looking immediately ahead,I have to plan my studies for the coming weeks and finish almost eveyr thing in the syllabus so that in few months I can sit confidently in the entrance exams.There is not a problem of confidence as I have enough already but the real thing is the mnagement of time.
I've never tried doing everything on my own but the time is right.Althought there re a few friends who are on the same page as me so there will be a lot of group study as well as mutual sharing of knowledge and hopefully,I will be a able to sit down and crack the exams coming ahead.There is no problem as such in my life as always and hopefully I'll manage to prolong this calmness and peace for the coming months to come!!

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