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JUST MOVING ON-42




Sometimes,I just close my eyes and try to understand my position with regard to various aspects of my life and whether,I've been successful or not on a day to day basis.This kind of a self check often helps me in correcting myself whenever I commit a mistake.An error,even the slightest in nature can't escape your eyes if you are willing to see it,of course.So a kind of self check is needed for everyone.Now,as I move on and my vision towards the world changes every now and then,it might be difficult to hold on to a particular viewpoint,isn't it?But then,I don't have much problem as usually I don't waste my time clashing one ideal against other.It is futile literally,I move on with whatever I have at the moment,and more or less don't let any person/idea have an influence on me until I grant permission.


Living here,I have realised a lot of amazing facts and continue to do so,even more frequently these days.One of them has been my permanent rejection of permanence!Its is as weird as it sounds but if thought over with a calm mind,it seems clear as the water in the lake.how often we cry over things lost by us while the truth is that we are gaining and losing almost every moment.Even the body of ours,which we claim to be our permanent identity changes over due course of time.We have lost everything except a few memories since our childhood.Yes the body we live in,no cell of it has been with us since then and yet we claim permanence.And then look at time,it can't rewind,it is one way traffic and can we hold it?Not even a second and if thought over properly there is nothing conceivable to have permanence at all.Really the greatest truths of life are as easy and as simple as that,but the fact of the matter is that even if we know every truth we generally tend to deviate from it.


I mean if we believe in non permanence,is there a need for attachment at all?The guy at the sea shore makes castles of sand,only to be washed up in a few hours!So does he cry over it,no he is a professional.He knows the truth and rebuilds and then again rebuilds with zero attachment.Why not learn from him?So what if we lose a few things?They are bound to perish one day or the other.This is not pessimism but in fact realism,which I firmly believe in now.So,in my day to day life,there is no desire to possess anything until necessary and of course there is no sorrow on the loss!Why should it be?I have a million other things to care for so,there is no time to waste on such petty things!!!!!!!!!

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