Live
in the present,rest all takes care of itself.How powerful this
thought is,I feel thinking like this for quite some time now,I feel
a lot of burden off my shoulders.Why plan for the future,why cry over
the past when we have the beautiful present around here!
I
was sitting alone,thinking about it and felt like I should type up
whatever pops up in the mind.Well,how foolish we are when we think
over things which have no value whatsoever yet cast us into a wave
of depression as well as unnecessarily excite us
sometimes.Yes,untimely wave of happiness too has some consequences
which might not be favourable afterwards.At the moment,I don't have
too much of a burden in life and hence can live every moment as if it
is a breeze.I don't wish to know whether it is transient or
permanent,just because I feel that unimportant.Yes I've heard there
are a certain chemicals in our brain which control how we feel,and in
youth everything every process is at its optimum level.So this way
too I'm in the best,most comfortable part of my life and hence it is
expected of me to perform at my level best.I've not achieved some
remarkable material success as yet,but still I've just graduated out
of college and finished what'd constitute basic education.
Now,I
can get a job if I want to and plan my life ahead with a
family,kids,home etc. as all others do.But that'd be following the
herd isn't it?And I won't do that even unknowingly.Despite
expectations from people around me,I don't have any personal
ambitions as such.I don't want to reach anywhere or attain
something.Honestly speaking,these things don't fascinate me to the
extent that I'll work for them passionately .Then what can I work for?That is a
difficult question and has elaborate answer and I have it in my
mind.People won't understand that,so they might take me up as a
failure in life and I can just laugh at their ignorance!Working is
important and it is definitely not advised to work for my own benefit
itself,that'd be selfish.Even though on a large scale all work we do
is only for us but that is a different sort of thinking altogether!In
there the body and mind are not different but here on a worldly
plane,we have to distinguish and discriminate.
So,being
in the present is the key.For me,it is kind of a energy
booster.Whenever I feel down,I look at present,and then a certain
calm overtakes me which is pleasing and hence I boost up my
energy.How efficiently we manage ourselves,is a very important thing
in the modern day.People are ready to ruin their lives over
ignorance!I often think whether I am on the right track or not.I mean
sometimes I have doubts that maybe I'm spiralling down and I'll
realise it once I reach the bottom!But right then,I have a few people
who come to rescue me.There are a certain people in my life,talking to
whom helps me ascertain that I'm on correct path.These are my
friends.Although any person,if talks with me for a few minutes
becomes friend with me or friendly at least but there are a certain
people who act like a mirror in my life.
These
days I live a secluded life and have some difficulty in reaching out
to people,the main culprit being my work schedule these days.I don't
think I can get out for 3-4 hours in a day except sundays and things
will continue like this for a few months from now.But all this hard
work will pay in the future,this is my belief.And it is a strong
one,hence I don't have any fatigue or complain regarding the nature
of work I do these days.C'mon we are not supposed to be complaining
at this age at least!All the muscles,chemicals as well as hormones
are fired up screaming work,work and work.This is my
realisation.Although,it will too pass away with time,but that does
not stop my from taking the best out of this time!!!
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