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JUST MOVING ON-41


Live in the present,rest all takes care of itself.How powerful this thought is,I feel thinking like this for quite some time now,I feel a lot of burden off my shoulders.Why plan for the future,why cry over the past when we have the beautiful present around here!
I was sitting alone,thinking about it and felt like I should type up whatever pops up in the mind.Well,how foolish we are when we think over things which have no value whatsoever yet cast us into a wave of depression as well as unnecessarily excite us sometimes.Yes,untimely wave of happiness too has some consequences which might not be favourable afterwards.At the moment,I don't have too much of a burden in life and hence can live every moment as if it is a breeze.I don't wish to know whether it is transient or permanent,just because I feel that unimportant.Yes I've heard there are a certain chemicals in our brain which control how we feel,and in youth everything every process is at its optimum level.So this way too I'm in the best,most comfortable part of my life and hence it is expected of me to perform at my level best.I've not achieved some remarkable material success as yet,but still I've just graduated out of college and finished what'd constitute basic education.
Now,I can get a job if I want to and plan my life ahead with a family,kids,home etc. as all others do.But that'd be following the herd isn't it?And I won't do that even unknowingly.Despite expectations from people around me,I don't have any personal ambitions as such.I don't want to reach anywhere or attain something.Honestly speaking,these things don't fascinate me to the extent that I'll work for them passionately .Then what can I work for?That is a difficult question and has elaborate answer and I have it in my mind.People won't understand that,so they might take me up as a failure in life and I can just laugh at their ignorance!Working is important and it is definitely not advised to work for my own benefit itself,that'd be selfish.Even though on a large scale all work we do is only for us but that is a different sort of thinking altogether!In there the body and mind are not different but here on a worldly plane,we have to distinguish and discriminate.
So,being in the present is the key.For me,it is kind of a energy booster.Whenever I feel down,I look at present,and then a certain calm overtakes me which is pleasing and hence I boost up my energy.How efficiently we manage ourselves,is a very important thing in the modern day.People are ready to ruin their lives over ignorance!I often think whether I am on the right track or not.I mean sometimes I have doubts that maybe I'm spiralling down and I'll realise it once I reach the bottom!But right then,I have a few people who come to rescue me.There are a certain people in my life,talking to whom helps me ascertain that I'm on correct path.These are my friends.Although any person,if talks with me for a few minutes becomes friend with me or friendly at least but there are a certain people who act like a mirror in my life.
These days I live a secluded life and have some difficulty in reaching out to people,the main culprit being my work schedule these days.I don't think I can get out for 3-4 hours in a day except sundays and things will continue like this for a few months from now.But all this hard work will pay in the future,this is my belief.And it is a strong one,hence I don't have any fatigue or complain regarding the nature of work I do these days.C'mon we are not supposed to be complaining at this age at least!All the muscles,chemicals as well as hormones are fired up screaming work,work and work.This is my realisation.Although,it will too pass away with time,but that does not stop my from taking the best out of this time!!!

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