MY THOUGHTS AND IDEAS...

The year 2013 is about to end and everyone is busy discussing what they did this year and what they did not.New plans are being made,new year proposals as well as a lot of wishing.On the TV too t he news guys too are busy reviewing the entire year and there is a kind of typical new year atmosphere. I am also considering looking back at this year but this year I don't plan it by doing the usual what went right,what went wrong kind of analysis.This is too boring at least for me.I mean I won't be remembering events happened in the course of this year,rather I'd be throwing them off of the head if they come by.It is useless kind of thing.Looking at the past and discussing is just a waste of time,I feel.As it means, no analysis of the year passing right now for me.The good things,the bad things they have been done and will result accordingly. No wasting my time over it. So then it leaves me with nothing but the present to look at.And at present I feel a little down.No...

I feel like writing about myself after a long time.By the way through penning down ideas about my personal self here I get a lot of benefits as I don't have to go about troubling someone with my life story.Well,ever since I got into this whole mindfulness practice,I have honestly followed it while sometimes getting off the road although through ignorance itself. As far as I have read,I think it is not sufficient to be confined only to books in order to enjoy the present moment.I have some memories of the past which pull me down and as everyone else I wish there was a 'men in black' sort of flash which could erase everything but hey it's real life and things don't get done that way here.We have to face the consequences.I have been harsh on myself till date an now I realize this approach of mine towards myself is not working at all.In fact all the negative thought I had in my mind seems now to be centered on me as I don't have anyone to hate!So it requires immedi...

The breaks definitely have a lot of positives for me as I can get an insight of the path I’ve been following over a certain period.This year as I’ve been traversing a different path with my new revamped point of view towards life,it’s been even more helpful to have a break at the moment.Well I’ve never been a person who hesitates from finding fault in himself so it is not a big deal analysing the errors I committed in recent times.Some have been ignorable while some have brought with themselves a lot of shame as well as a lesson and induced resolve to never ever repeat them in future.I’ll not go in details about the errors I committed as I think the best way and timing to look at them is the moment they were committed.This way we can even correct ourselves more accurately. Even though I’ve not a lot of things to do at my home,I don’t think I get bored.I’ve collected a few items to read in spare times and I don’t think there has been a moment when I thought what to do next.But the fac...

There is no reason why we should not be cheerful in day to day life.Bearing a cheerful face is the first and most significant impact which we have on any individual.It signifies a lot of things.Confidence and good health are two of them.We often have interaction with a lot of people ordinarily and most of them we don't know.So I feel pity about those people who put up a sad looking face just to gain some emotional support!Anyways people have different ways of handling life and I'm no one to interfere. Now what I have been focusing these days on,is self control.I don't know how to describe it in words but by application of it I mean a lot of things which don't even come close to things like self control.It goes well beyond it.In short I'm a bit wayward and for the first time in my life I feel totally lacking in understanding of myself.On the one hand I feel like some very normal guy with a very easy going life and then suddenly I find out it is not that s...