MY THOUGHTS AND IDEAS...

This is not my usual day to day story.Through this text I want to ascertain that if there has to be change,if we are too worried by the current state then the change can be caused by oneself alone.On account of that,I think an individual is way too important in the scheme of things than I used to think. EXAMPLE IS BETTER THAN PRECEPT. All these days I thought over and over,turned over a few books and accumulated a lot of information regarding this but for what?The answer is imminent.I turn on the TV and find almost everyone preaching.Each one of us is busy teaching things to others.Do it this way,do it that way,it should not be so and so...I guess people don't have any other business. It is not that I am immune to these temptations.I too,do not miss to preach whenever I find an opportunity but the difference between me and them?Well,I found out the futility of it way before they could and hence gone are the days,I used to be that way.I won't ever preach or ...

Past three weeks have been indifferent from my usual perspective.i did not have a lot of free time and even S undays were not available for rest!I appeared for the exam for defence forces and hope to make it to the next level.On a personal front,I've not been satisfactory.I almost made a mess of everything yesterday and I was definitely not in control of myself.The good thing is that I managed to control just in time and there was no significant loss.I'm someone who pays attention to every detail,even in personal behaviour so it is imperative for me to exercise control over myself. This semester,as it progresses has so far been disappointing as far as studies are concerned.I can understand that.First I have an underlying feeling this is my last one here and things will take care of themselves.This is dangerous as I know the amount of effort I put in the past semester will have to be replicated.Of course there are not a lot of distractions for me.C'mon how can I ha...

There are a lot of moments when we lose control over ourselves and then the guilt which arises often sinks my mind.It has become although a seldom occuring phenomena with all the mindfulness training,but sometimes things get way off the hand. I often feel like I'm a total failure.I have never really 'achieved' anything and almost always I ducked the responsibilities I was embarked upon.When I sit do w n and close my eyes in order to look bck I don't find anything significant to mention.Although I rejoice from the fact that I'm sort of immune to all the daily worries which everyone faces.Now I don't jump to conclusion too soon but the way I'm doing these days I'm behaving more like a LOSER than Vivek. Why do I say this?Well,I did not perform when I needed to.I duck away from the responsibility I should have taken and moreover I feel useless.It is relative though but I need some good experiences in order to move forward.I am although a g...

Good morning/afternoon folks.It feels nice having an opportunity to present my views on a topic which almost everyone of us thinks about.In this fast paced life,If people today can live a life where your loved ones are a click away,where you can brodcast your ideas to millions of people in a second,if you don't have to think much before going to the other corner of the world,if world has become a-”global village”,we all have to agree to the point that man has on account of the development of his brain has--- made it large.The developments which sometimes even the nature seems to salute.From learning to walk on earth and owning it to walking on the moon and beyond …...we have achieved what would have been a miracle few centuries ago. But amidst all this glorious feats,...we should not ignore that the human being has been going through chronological development in this nature.And that we have developed upto this stage doesn't make us forget we once were for...